When You Really Really Realised.

 

Thats my kakak, not makmak. ehee.I realised how much dis guy have sacrified for me.all lah, my mum too

Now he's 52, waiting for cucu and menantu ,not able anymore to make it as cikgu muzik and sukan ,Now Bahasa, English, Maths, wrinkles on his face,make me feel very proud being her daughter, He;s not fierce like on the late thirties before ,slow walk, slow talk, even slower in giving advices ,I cried in bed realising i'm here in the hostel. Terrible much i feel .My time has come, think about how can i make both of them happy

Would be finishing my degree as soon as i can, today was the last day of week 13 .another one week before final. 6 papers to go and then come the last semester of final year. Skipping this whole week classes i felt very very upset as imma not in a very good condition.

Sometimes, the people that being benci by others will be the most beloved by the God, Allah S.W.T

Alhamdulilah thanks God giving me like the very best second chance. i felt very very bad instead of the sickness i have since i'm twelve. Jodoh itu rahsia Allah, i really really believed that. Hoping that he will take care of me for the whole of my life. I prayed so much that may some time arrived, i'm able to give him a family, children, good wife, very good mother. Insha Allah. 

He's changed. I believe that. Enough with the believing, Insha Allah. Alhamdulilah, Thank you God.

Today is Friday, December 14, 2012, 7.19 in the morning.